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Like everything, a journal is the reflection of a journey and its form morphs with time. This archive covers my blogging from 1999-2002.


The Blogger years. It started as I began travelling and wanted a more daily journal of my life to share with my friends.
oct sept aug july
june may april march
feb jan    
dec nov oct sept
aug july june may
april      

The leap from milky white pages to glowing white screen...the start of virtual exhibitionism.
apr.17: irate
apr.08: expired
apr.07: home
apr.06: free
mar.26: bound
feb.18: inked
jan.02: lost
jan.02: dream
sep.13: high
sep.02: wander
aug.30: touched
jul.24: glow
may.11: snap
feb.29: sex
jan.11: why
jan.01: the apocolypse
dec.06: mourning
nov.01: insanity
oct.13: caged
oct.13: surrender

baring a soul : july 2000

glow: 07.24.00
"What would you attempt to do if you knew you would not fail?"

okay....

so first thing's first: just for the record, i *did not* assault anyone. i know you want desperately to believe that i have it in me...the ability to draw blood, tear flesh, be ruthless. <smile> i am sorry if i misled you...i shared with you the fantasy i carried around for 6 months about what i wanted to do to her. but alas, she was not still there that night when i arrived...and violence after the fact just didn't seem appropriate. sorry :) didn't mean to tease you :)

so now that we have that straight....

i am here today to *glow*...i know, i know...."belen, dont you usually rant, vent, wilt, wail and whine here?"

yes, usually i do.

but the last few months has left me nothing to feel negative about. imagine that! i think my karma angels are finally letting me have my due rewards....

i *finally* got what i have wanted for over 2 years now: i am now working full-time with christine doing web design :) and i am in heaven. no, *really*!

and my second week working for her, one of my designs landed us a design contract with Time Warner for their newest website. *bigfat* contract :) pretty cool that my first commercial site out is going to be mega-high profile. i will have to post the url for you when we launch :)

<chirpglow>

another month and i get to go spend 2 weeks in oregon <pppbbbbbblllllllllllttttttttthhhhhhhh> :) cool weather will feel *so* amazing after all of this heat :) i'm thinking when my lease is up i want to move somewhere northwest...so this might be a scouting mission :) we'll see. i think i am ready for a drastic change of location...i want that mega-stimulation of new surroundings <wicked grin>.

*perhaps* it could jump-start my writing :)

speaking of, i am going to make a vigilant effort to format and post all of my older writing that has been sitting patiently, waiting for me to make it web-worthy. hopefully in the next few weeks, you will see stuff that appears new to you :) this is all a cheap ploy to make myself feel like i have been writing, when indeed, i have not done anything worthwhile in entirely too long.

anyway, stay tuned :)